I was interviewed here yesterday on the subject of bullying. The producer of the show sought me out because of this post she found on my blog. My son's aggressive behavior which was of concern to me in the post was not chronic (which I think would have better suited the show's purposes) but they liked what I had to say on the subject and how I said it so they invited me on the show.
Let's see...
NPR - LOVE.
Lisa Belkin/Motherlode blogger - ALSO LOVE
WNYC - hometown radio, LOVE
After initial jitters and concerns, I was in.
Since the interview, I've been reading the discourse from commenters here and here and here and it's obvious that bullying and the extent to which parents are responsible for it is a heated and thorny subject. A majority of the commenters feel that having a bully for a child is solely the fault of the parent, whether through modeling or encouraging of bad behavior or through ignorance of their child's action or whereabouts. I have more to say than was possible on the radio so I thought I'd say it here and then open up the floor for discussion.
First let me say, that though the radio show labeled me as the "mother of a bully" (I'm still wincing), what didn't get revealed was that, as a teenager, I was the victim of bullies (three different sets of them). Once in summer camp where I was placed on trial in front of a jury of my peers who judged me guilty and then silently and wickedly tormented me (as girls do) for the remaining two weeks of camp. Once in junior high when a group of my friends (including my very best friend who suddenly became popular) turned on me and made my life miserable causing me to fake illness many a day so I wouldn't have to face them. And then again in high school when I joined in with a group of kids who spent more time hanging out smoking pot in the back of school than studying. When I realized I'd rather get good grades than good weed I stopped hanging out with them and they took it as a rejection (which, I guess, it was).
For most of my junior year I was verbally teased, taunted and threatened by them. They called me J.A.P., snob, and scolded me publicly for thinking I was better than them. For months, I found different ways to get from class to class and quiet places to eat lunch just to stay out of their range. One Saturday night they called my house at 2am, drunk, threatening that if I showed up at school that Monday they'd push me into an open locker and lock me in. My parents eavesdropped on the call and it was at that point that I finally told them what was going on. Before that I WAS TOO EMBARRASSED to do so. My father gave me a wrench to put in my purse and instructed me to hit them with it if they came near me. They didn't. But they continued their bullying and I made light of it at home not wanting my parents to get further involved and risk me additional humiliation.
During the last days of school, during NY Regent Exams, I was exiting the building after a test and walking to my car alone. Some of the girls, my ex-friends, appeared behind me and started in with the usual taunting. What wasn't usual about this time, what upped the ante, was that they had with them a new friend, a six foot tall, heavyweight, black kid whom I'd never seen before, yet who seemed to hate me every bit as much as the girls did. I said a few words, telling them to back off and stepped up my pace to the parking lot. They too sped up and before I knew it the big guy was throwing eggs at me. I made it to my car and as I pulled out of the lot covered in yolks and tears, I watched as they huddled, convulsed in tears of their own, of laughter.
So I know what bullying is about first-hand. I am sensitive to it. I do not role model this behavior for my child and I do not condone it. Yet my son was acting like one anyway. That is why I was so concerned at the first sign of his unacceptable behavior and why I sought help from my blog readers, our coaches, and some professionals. That is why this argument from commenters about parents of bullies being bullies and encouraging bullying behavior incenses me.
You cannot just blame the parents. Remember Hillary Clinton and IT TAKES A VILLAGE - well it does. It takes the parents, the school administrators, camp counselors, after-school coaches, and any other adult your child comes in contact with in their busy life. If you have this kind of support you could be in good shape, but even with it, I feel that the argument the commenters are making forgets one very important thing - the influence of your child's peers. Notice how I don't say friends. A teenager is often more influenced by a kid they don't like - a more popular kid, better athlete, dangerous kid - than ones they do. Teens operate out of wanting to belong and out of fear. So while I think parents have "control" over their kids when they're young, they lose it as the children become teens and their actual hands-on, day to day involvement becomes less, and the outside influences of their peers becomes more.
I believe as parents it is our job to teach them to be good moral people with compassion, empathy, sensitivity and respect. But I also believe that as they grow older and gain independence we have to (to some extent) cross our fingers, hope they listened, and hope for the best.
Your child is a part of you, they are OF you, but they are NOT you. Even the best parents cannot be with their children at all times, nor should they, and even the best parents do not have ultimate control over their child's thoughts and behaviors.
It would be wonderful, comforting, and easy to think we do but we don't. I am not arguing that some parents in some situations are, in fact, responsible for their child's bad behavior for the reasons mentioned by some commenters. But I do argue with the statement that ALL parents of ALL bullies are bullies themselves and I think that those who believe this are wrapping themselves into a nice, warm, cocoon of false security. It can't happen to me because I'm not like that.
Obviously I am passionate about this. What about you? Share your opinion but please be civil. We are all adults here, not bullies. :)
